fucked up (clay jensen x reader)
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MatureOngoing16m
Last published Sun, Nov 16, 2025
!TW! mentions of suicide and other mental issues and sensitive topics. as well as some light smut and intense scenes, character has borderline personality disorder.
"no clay- i'm fucked up- you don't want that" I shook my head with brows furrowed, avoiding his gaze and attempting to blink away any strong emotion that began to surface at his admission
he just scoffed and shook his head for a moment, that stupid lopsided smile on his face as he huffed out a laugh into his words "and you think i'm not?"
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emo reader, and a slight oc to the reader
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