What I can't Protect You From| Twisted Wonderland.

There was no changing what happened. Jamil knew that for sure. But yet in the final moments he spent reminicing exactly what he couldn't change, Jamil couldn't help but wonder what these feelings truly were.

Why did he feel so strongly for someone he swore he didn't truly care about?

Why did these tears flow so easily?

Why, why was this the way it had to end up?

Post-Overblot AU where the ending is... very different from what actually happened.
We all wish for a happy ending, but oh, what a twisted world this is.

Started: 14th November 2025
Finished: 14th November 2025

So many other things I could have done tonight. So many things I needed to do, but oh well. Here's some Jammy angst because... I felt like it!

Okay in all seriousness I love Jamil so much. I don't condone his actions, but at the same time they were what were right in his mind to be able to escape the life that he had been trapped into, as messed up as they actually were, it was a breaking point and lack of care to a point of negligence as to consequences because he was sure it would work. But Kalim was also not in the wrong, he didn't know, and he couldn't be expected to know because of the way he was raised, he knew no better. They're both so doomed and I love them so much, I really hope we get to see more of them soon, especially after the situations in book 7/7.5

ANYWAY I hope you enjoy this! This was surprisingly fun to write, it's been a while since I've written someone going bye bye, so it was definitely an unusual feeling, but writing mainly in Jamils POV made it a lot easier :)
LAST NOTE [I know this is long, I'm sorry, I'm a yapper] Please remember that Vil is pre-overblot in this! He has like 2 sentences max, but that's why he's a bit snarky in this!