Desire :book 1| 18+
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Last published Sat, Nov 15, 2025
"A young woman's journey into the world of BDSM is all consuming for her as well as for a lost soul named steve! Together they explore their weird relationship!"
Sufi, woman from a far away country is troubled with the memories of the past! She also is in retested in the world of BDSM and she find this interesting when she meets Steve, a guy she knew from high school! Though they were friends soon their relationship is evolving and is weird! They soon start dating and fall in love! As they do they find that they have more things in common than what their friendship was letting on! As she navagates this relationship and the world as a 23 year old she sees the world as a dangerous place (a constant thought she had since childhood!) Sufi find safety in Steve!
Though Steve was a traumatized young man who finds himself in a forbidden relationship with his friend, though he doesn't find this the usual relationship he had before! He was used to blonde haired woman who love a good time! Though he is emotionally troubled he is an aspiring writer and actor! He finds himself falling in love with his friend, Sufi day by bay! Though will this be an easy path for him, or will he find some one else!
Though things heat up, they start to plan their lives together! But what will happen when Sufi disappears from the small town only to return a few days later even more traumatized than before!
* this has themes of trauma, mental health and some violence, this is rated mature for a reason! Don't report just block if this makes you feel uncomfortable or triggered! ~thank you*
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