Heaven Is a Bedroom
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Last published Sat, Mar 14, 2026
TW: This ff contains mentions of ED's, Depression, suicide attempts, and SH
Y/N was a nobody, literally. A nobody. She had like 200 followers on tumblr, she LOVED blogging, and boy bands, wired headphones, and her laptop. She loved 2hollis and listened to him so much she was on the leader board of listeners on airbuds for 2hollis. But she didn't have much of a good life, she never really left her room, unless to shower, or piss. She had an ED, attempted suicide before and had almost relapsed, the only thing that kept her going was her followers on tumblr, Online friends, and Hollis, and one day her whole life changed and she would live her dream.
(Yes the title is a TV girl ref, NEVER break tradition)
This FF doesn't romanticize ED's, Depression, suicide, or SH! It is used to show why mental health is so important, especially the fact I've gone through some of these, if you are struggling with any one these just remember you are loved💗💗💗💗
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