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Ein Herz, das gelernt hat,die Welt zu hassen, zu der es einst gehören wollte.
Dies ist keine Geschichte der Heilung.
Dies ist eine Sammlung von Ruinen.
Jede Seite ist ein Geständnis -von Verrat, der sich als Liebe tarnt,von Wärme, die sich in Warnung verwandelt,von Händen, die nur festhielten, um los zulassen.
Auf diesen Seiten finden sich Geschichten, die von einer Wahrheit durchtränkt sind, die zu bitter ist, um sie laut auszusprechen.
Wunden, getarnt als Verse.
Erinnerungen, die nicht begraben bleiben wollen.
Eine Stimme, die gelernt hat, in Stille zu schreien.
Dies ist für die Ausgestoßenen.
Für diejenigen, die den falschen Menschen vertraut haben.
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Schneefall - Sehnsucht | Band I
In Haselpfotes Leben geht alles schief. Statt, wie sie es sich sehnstlich wünscht, Heilerschülerin zu werden, muss sie eine Kriegerausbildung antreten. Im Kampf miserabel, als Jägerin nicht zu gebrauchen, kommt sie nicht zur Ruhe: In ihren Träumen wird sie von Schatten verfolgt, die Prophezeiungen flüstern, die auf unnatürliche Weise wahr werden. Ein Einzelläufer versucht, sie mit Todesbeeren zu vergiften und der SternenClan beschert ihnen ein Unwetter nach dem anderem. Als wäre das nicht genug, verhält ihr bester Freund Ahornpfote sich seltsam, während Haselpfotes Geschwister sich streiten, als gäbe es kein Morgen mehr. Bisher hieß es bei Wieselpfote, Rosenpfote, Haselpfote und Ahornpfote: Sie vier gegen den Rest der Welt. Doch wem kann sie jetzt noch trauen? Wenn ihr diese Geschichte auf einer anderen Plattform als Wattpad lest, besteht ein Risiko eines Malware-Angriffs. Für die originale, sichere Version besucht bitte meinen Wattpad-Account: @flying_miss_dreams. Vielen Dank :3Lengkap
In the Storm
Synopsis - In The Stars, Tome 2 Après avoir survécu à la trahison et aux mensonges, Myla se retrouve prisonnière d'un jeu plus dangereux que jamais. Enfermée sur une île, tiraillée entre colère et désir de vérité, elle doit choisir ses alliés avec prudence. Son retour à Barcelone sous une fausse identité bouleverse l'équilibre fragile de ceux qu'elle a laissés derrière elle - Noah, Alex, Gaël... et tous ceux qui souffrent encore de son absence. Entre missions clandestines, loyautés brisées et sentiments impossibles, Myla devra affronter ses fantômes, décider qui protéger, et jusqu'où aller pour se venger. Mais dans la tempête, chaque choix coûte une vie. ⚠️ Trigger Warnings (TW) Ce roman aborde des thèmes sensibles, parfois de manière explicite : Violence physique (combats, blessures, armes, sang). Violences psychologiques (manipulation, menaces, isolement). Mort de personnages proches / endeuilllement. Automutilation légère (coupure involontaire qui mène à une scène forte). Drogue, alcool et comportements autodestructeurs. Traumatismes liés au passé (enfance, torture évoquée). 👉 Ce livre n'est pas recommandé si ces sujets peuvent vous heurter. Prenez soin de vous : vous pouvez arrêter votre lecture à tout moment.
His Shadow (Book I)
Book I of 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓸𝔀 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 After feeling invisible for so long she finally was seen by the one boy that was supposed to be off limits. Little did she know falling for him would be the best and maybe worst thing she could have done in the long run. ***{Sneak Peak ONE}*** "Aurora, I don't want you back in my house if you are willing to act this way. You are no longer my child, I don't know who you are or what you have done with my daughter but you aren't her." My eyes start to water, great so I am apparently disowned, an ungrateful peace of shit and i'm not good enough for anyone. ***{Sneak Peak TWO}*** I look over at the door to see Juliano opening it. He walks over to me and says, "So we might have a slight problem." I look at him in confusion as he continues speaking, "Do you remember Lucian Kingston?" I nod. Of course I remember that creep. "Well he had something to do with your car accident." *** 𝓐𝓾𝓻𝓸𝓻𝓪 𝓑𝓵𝓪𝓴𝓮, 17, the girl that's always in her brothers shadow. The sweet, loving, smart girl who only gets the bare minimum and acts like she is completely fine. The beautiful brunette that falls for the Wide receiver on the football team thats also her brothers best friend. 𝓙𝓾𝓵𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓸 𝓒𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸, 19, the boy that basically had it all but a relationship, party's all the time with Ashton Blake, plays football, an overprotective pain in the ass, ends up falling for the one girl that he shouldn't have. When will Aurora finally be able to shine? Why is Aurora in her brothers shadow? What will happen in the end? Read to find out!! |trigger warning| mentions of Self harm, Suicide, Self doubt, gore, and anxiety. STARTED: April 30, 2023 FINISHED: May 31, 2023 PUBLISHED: July 19, 2023 WRITER GOALS! 1k reads: 07/05/23 5k reads: 12/17/23 10k reads: 6/29/24 20k reads:1/1/25 30k reads: 9/13/25Lengkap
Cold Water
[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ DepressionLengkap
Finnischer Winter
TW: Trauma, Verlust, Mobbing, psychische Belastung, schwere Kindheitserlebnisse Nelli wächst in einer zerrütteten Familie auf, verlierst früh Stabilität durch die Trennung deiner Eltern, Umzüge und Konflikte mit der Stiefmutter. Traumatische Erlebnisse wie ein Autounfall und die Angst vor Kontrollverlust prägen deine Kindheit. Musik, vor allem Sunrise Avenue, wird zu deinem Schutz, tröstet und gibt Halt. In der Schule erlebst du Mobbing und Isolation, doch du lernst, dich selbst zu stärken und zu überleben. Ile, ein sensibler finnischer Mann, hat ebenfalls eine traumatische Kindheit: sein Bruder stirbt früh, und er lernt, seine Verletzlichkeit zu verbergen. Ihre Wege kreuzen sich erst während eines Auslandsjahres in Finnland. Dort entsteht zwischen ihnen eine tiefe, heilende Verbindung. Sie erkennen die Narben des anderen, gestehen sich echte Gefühle, und im Winterwald symbolisiert der erste Kuss ihre gegenseitige Sicherheit, Vertrauen und Liebe. „Mä rakastan sinua" wird nur gesagt, wenn es wirklich ernst gemeint ist - und beide spüren es in diesem Moment. Die Geschichte handelt von Trauma, Heilung, Musik als emotionalem Schutz, innerer Stärke und der Kraft von Liebe und Vertrauen, die verletzte Herzen heilt.
Fragile..?
(Creepypasta X FemReader) Some say I'm too sensitive but truth is...I just feel too much. Every word. Every action. Every energy. Everything just goes straight to my heart. My life was never really a perfect life but it was at least decent. But its always quite possible things will turn out far better than they appear so I always look forward to tomorrow. But recently things have been horrible and there's this feeling in the pit of my stomach that I feel I should listen to. Who knew listening to a gut feeling would've given me something so powerful... ~~~~~~~~~ Author's personal favorite part of the book: "Man, do you know how fast angels are? Like, daaaaaamn! Can you believe I am feeling the tiniest bit exhausted? WOW!" ~~~~~~~~~ The original photo of the cover belongs to SunProjects, credit goes to them for the artwork! I just edited it to make the cover, all photos aren't mine unless said otherwise. Thank you! First published: September 18, 2021 Yea this is an X Reader, yea this is a creepypasta story- what of it? Take note, take this into careful consideration! The Contents within this story will disturb you. I am basing the killers as real life criminals, criminals who do not care what age you are to hook up with, criminals who don't care about your personal boundaries, who won't ask for permission or be your usual fictional Creepypasta characters. But I wont be that fucking rude, I'm mixing them with fiction and reality. More in Ch1. ╮(─▽─)╭Lengkap
Me Working Through It
Just a bunch of poems I write to help get through life. You can see my journey through anxiety, friendships, relationships, sexuality confusion, family nonsense and depression. You might relate. I love comments (including grammar corrections). I do not own the artwork, I give credit to the artist when I can find it. I do own the poems so please give me credit and all that stuff. I do doubt anyone would be using my poetry for anything but anyway. I have a new book titled 'You.' which you'll be able to find in my account. I will only be updating that book from now on instead of this one as this one is completed.Lengkap![It hurts....the emptiness [reborn as Rebekah Mikealson]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/386743543-256-k568992.jpg)
It hurts....the emptiness [reborn as Rebekah Mikealson]
You know....when you first hear that fast beating heartbeat.... everything else melts away, the stress of finding out you're pregnant at 16, your boyfriend ghosting you after you showed him the test, your parents abandoning you when you need them most.....it all goes away and you finally found what you been looking for all along....unconditional love and that's exactly what I felt towards you my love...my sun flower...my baby......God gave me 2 years to be your mother and now the memories hurt......love I am so sorry mommies coming. Dani Winters was on her way home from her friends house, listening to her son talk random things when suddenly a car came out of nowhere and rammed the side of her car, she slowly opened her eyes only to groan out a gasp and tried to turn to check on Tommy.....only to let out an agonizing scream after and lost consciousness. The doctors tried to save her, she came back a few times but she didn't want to....she didn't want to live in a world without her son....they fought to bring her back....well she fought to stay dead, so what happens when the next time she wakes she's in a coffin wearing a 20s dress and having the most hungry inducing thirst.....and her only thought 'It hurts.' Warning this will have discussions about suicidal thoughts/actions, death of a child, depression, blood, gore, murder, etc⚠️⚠️⚠️
It does get better.
People say it will get better. But to be fair, most of them never were in your place. They say you will get happy again, but how can they know? I've struggled with trauma, mental illnesses, and self harm for many years. These are (mostly) poems - about me and my journey of getting better. ! As this is about self harm and other previously mentioned topics, it might be triggering. I don't glorify it in any way, though. I'm also not a native English speaker. If you find any mistakes, please tell me so I can improve.
His
Jaida was twenty almost twenty one when she was raped and she hasn't been the same since. Since it has happened, she has tried to forget and wanted to move on but that definitely wasn't working for her. She was so tired of fighting her never silent mind and was so tired of looking at her baby and seeing the rape. So she decides to go to therapy and that's when she met Ezra. Ezra was going for reasons that might make you cry yet maybe even make you cower with fear. This tattooed man might not be the best thing for Jaida right now while she is dealing with things but who knows. Maybe he can save her. Or maybe he will just destroy her more.Read and find out. ~~ "I get you know. You don't have feelings for me so you ghost me thinking I'll take the hint while you fucked and went with the girl you wanted which was that girl" I said shaking my head as I looked away from him. He sighed and shook his head. "Jaida come on thats no-" "No it's fine Ezra I mean I wish you would have told me that but it's whatever" I continued not letting him talk. "Jaida just liste-" "You know I may have only known you for what like a month and a half but I actually was really kinda feelings you and I get it I mean you didn't feel the same way so I understand" I said cutting him off again before turning away from him to walk to the elevator. He quickly grabbed my hand pulling me before his lips smashed on mine.Lengkap
In Haselpfotes Leben geht alles schief. Statt, wie sie es sich sehnstlich wünscht, Heilerschülerin zu werden, muss sie eine Kriegerausbildung antreten. Im Kampf miserabel, als Jägerin nicht zu gebrauchen, kommt sie nicht zur Ruhe: In ihren Träumen wird sie von Schatten verfolgt, die Prophezeiungen flüstern, die auf unnatürliche Weise wahr werden. Ein Einzelläufer versucht, sie mit Todesbeeren zu vergiften und der SternenClan beschert ihnen ein Unwetter nach dem anderem. Als wäre das nicht genug, verhält ihr bester Freund Ahornpfote sich seltsam, während Haselpfotes Geschwister sich streiten, als gäbe es kein Morgen mehr. Bisher hieß es bei Wieselpfote, Rosenpfote, Haselpfote und Ahornpfote: Sie vier gegen den Rest der Welt. Doch wem kann sie jetzt noch trauen? Wenn ihr diese Geschichte auf einer anderen Plattform als Wattpad lest, besteht ein Risiko eines Malware-Angriffs. Für die originale, sichere Version besucht bitte meinen Wattpad-Account: @flying_miss_dreams. Vielen Dank :3
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