I've always wanted the perfect relationship. But how can I get that? When can I get that? Is it just me or does every other single girl, a week before Valentine's Day, is sad because no one loves her? No one wants to cuddle with? Stay up till 1:00 in the morning texting him? I wish I had that kind of relationship like my best friend, Lily, has with her boyfriend, Ray. Whatever. I want some one who likes adventures, going exploring, and who would rather watch movies with me at his place that go to dinner. Not that I mind dinner at a FANCY restaurant. Last time I had a boyfriend he would always purposely forget his wallet just so I would pay. That didn't work with me. 3rd date I said that I didn't want to see him anymore. Your probably reading this and thinking 'wow girl, you got some issues with dudes'. Well, sadly, you're right. This is my story.