Bullshit dream of mine

I dreamt about this shit last night May 21, 2015. It's so surreal, I'm like what the hell. I really don't want this to happen in real life because to be honest, I think I felt his hands and his smell lingers. I know I'm going crazy but hell, I don't want to ruin any relationship. I am writing this at 1 am and I am very confused about what I am feeling. I don't know if I'll have the guts to send this to you, cause I know you'll just laugh at this shit. All I want is a friendship because your face is like a magnet, it never fails to attract me. I don't want to ruin your relationship and so do mine. We are both taken and I know this dream meant nothing but it bothers me a lot like hell. I know you're just a part of my college life, because soon you'll be graduating and I am pretty sure you will forget me, even if you don't know me personally at all. And I will be having another crush once you graduated and our lives will go on because seriously, we have nothing at all. I just want to say thank you for every damn time I see you, you make my heart pound and I feel like exploding. You'll hate this dream as much as I hate it and let me tell you that this is what really happened and I am not making things up. I told you its confidential haha. Maybe I'll send this to you on your 4th year 2nd sem because maybe 2nd sem is always my best luck with you. I saw you 1st sem, and I got a chance to talk to you at 2nd sem, but through ask.fm only haha! I'll let you go, but promise I'll come back. I just want to get to know you better and have nothing but laughter, no love and no hate. This letter is fucked up haha. Hope you appreciate this kuya :) -Cx