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Not what You Expected
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Em andamento, Primeira publicação em mai 22, 2015
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I can't go to sleepwith a mind that's so wired, My body is dead but thoughts and emotions are fired, I'm so filled with rage and anger and doubt, my days spent looking for ways to let it out, the mask is peeling and its starting to show, The real me beneath you 
wouldn't want to know, everyone has a dark side.
You'll find out one day, that it's just about how often you let it out to play.
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When everyone hates you and you also hate yourself is there any hope when the person you love hurts you the most why feel? When your reasons to live are over why keep living? This is my story I am Rin Okumura I am hated because I am a demon not only that but I am satan's spawn... 'Oh Rin if only you knew how much I love you I'm sorry'... ⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠: contains self-harm and suicidal thoughts!!