My World

Felt like my life, my world, was never mine to start with. Over my years, I feel more and less with each breaking pain that hits me. My own choices weren't mine to make. Others didn't want me to be me. To be with the people I hold dearest to my heart. Family, Friends, children that are not my own. Being forced to stay silent. When all I wanted to do was scream for help and to have someone to save me from this hell I'm in. I'll keep walking the path you laid just so I can be the person they want me to be.
How I used to be.
Weak, Shy, Low, Puppet, Easy, Quite, Nothing.
That is the world they want me in a place that seems fit. So I stay because it's where I can see, be and watch the people I adore grow, change, and have a future. But is pain and suffering the price I will pay to have my own happiness, or will I take a stand in the quiet in the dark, where no one will know even see or hear about. So when the time is right. I am what I truly wanted to be.
FREE HAPPY