Love hurts more than Dying | Drarry

Worthless
Useless
Freak

That's all Harry Potter saw in the mirror every day since he was thrown into his so-called 'home'. Harry knew nothing about his parents except the fact that they died for him. They loved him, but he couldn't fathom why. Why did his parents love a boy who could do nothing? He had been six years old when he was first ordered to do all his chores and only nine when his uncle first took his virginity. That was the first time Harry wanted it to be him. For the first time, Harry wanted to die that night instead of his parents.

After that, everything seemed a blur to him, until a giant man named Hagrid came to pick him up to study at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, not knowing that he had to go to the same hell where he was a victim, once again.

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The war was over now; Voldemort was killed by Harry Potter. But even after all of that, Dumbledore still wanted Harry to stay at his aunt and uncle's house until the start of the new-found 8th year, merely because of the excuse of the many Death Eaters that were still roaming around, but Harry knew better than to believe him.

But what TRULY broke him was the moment Ronald Bilius Weasley broke his friendship with Harry, his words still haunting him, "What, you really thought I befriended you because of your low personality? That's quite a joke, Potter, because all I wanted was fame. And I've got it. So, what better than to leave you alone?"

Blaming himself for every single death, for every single person who will never come back, Harry isn't The Boy Who Lived anymore - he is now The Boy Who Does Not Want to Live.
However, he is not the only one who has changed.

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TW// abuse, depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, panic attacks, nightmares

Credits// the cover art is not mine, credits to whoever made it. Unfortunately, the characters and the previous storyline belong to J.K. Rowling.