Finding my beloved

"Me and my beloved. Far away from the cruel world!"
Sanskar stared me bored for a second before picking me up. I giggled wrapping my arms around his neck. Woah, the floor was moving.
Wait.. wait.
Where am I?
"Ouch!" I hissed as he dropped me on the bed. Bed? Where did this come from? I held my head closing my eyes tightly.
"My advice.."
I blinked my eyes trying to hear him.
"The sooner you come out of your dream land, the better for you. Love isn't what you think".
I got on my knees on the bed frowning at him. "I.. You.." I gulped. Wait why is he continuously moving?

"Stand straight", I pointed my finger at him. He rolled his eyes, "sleep". I shook my head, "No. Help me find him".
"Who?"
"My beloved!"

"You should sleep.." he said holding my arms. "No, come let's find him". I cried beating his chest as he made me lie down on the bed. I fisted his collar sobbing as he wiped my tears. "Help me find him", I begged one last time. He stared between my eyes. "Aren't you the great Swara Bose who can do anything? If you have still not found him after trying so long, how can I find him?" I sighed staring his buttons, my fingers playing with them. "I almost thought I found my beloved but you turned out to be an asshole".

"What?" he blurted. I pressed my lips in a thin line, "We could have fallen in love if you weren't a psycho!"He shook his head in disbelief moving away from me, his button broken from his shirt. My eyes blurring with tears, I got up again clutching his shirt. "Please leave everything. Life could be so beautiful for us.."