Acceptance
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Dan Howell has been struggling with a variety of things including depression, anxiety, family oriented deals, and on top of all of that, sexuality. Until meeting his best friend, his sexuality was never a concern. He was never interested in a relationship. After two years of living with Phil, Dan is able to confirm that what he is feeling is real. Now the real problem is going to be accepting himself.
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