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Acceptance

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Reads 54
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Parts 4
Time 8m

Dan Howell has been struggling with a variety of things including depression, anxiety, family oriented deals, and on top of all of that, sexuality. Until meeting his best friend, his sexuality was never a concern. He was never interested in a relationship. After two years of living with Phil, Dan is able to confirm that what he is feeling is real. Now the real problem is going to be accepting himself.All Rights Reserved

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There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)

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