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Last published Tue, Mar 10, 2026

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This book will span many of my characters' stories and relationships, from love and loss into something more for many

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'De Luca' Siapa yang tidak mengenal marga bangsawan keturunan Italia ini? Sebuah marga yang mampu membuat seseorang tidak berkutik hanya dengan mendengarnya saja. Tidak ada yang berani melawan keluarga dari marga De Luca. Mencari masalah dengan mereka, sama saja menggali lubang kematiannya sendiri. Keluarga yang berisi bibit-bibit unggul dan paling berbahaya. Keturunan mereka yang dilatih se demikian rupa untuk menjaga pertahanan diri, kejam dan tidak kenal dengan rasa takut. Salah satunya adalah, Kendrick Lorenzo De Luca, yang kini masih menduduki bangku kelas akhir. Laki-laki yang kerap kali dijuluki iblis kematian karena terkenal dengan sifatnya yang tidak berperasaan dan kasar. Namun, tidak bisa dimungkiri bahwa parasnya yang rupawan bak seorang pangeran, membuatnya diidolakan banyak orang. Pemimpin dari kelompok geng motor dan Mafia yang begitu ditakuti. Tidak ada yang berani berurusan dengannya, sampai akhirnya seorang gadis cantik pindahan dari Korea melemparkan dirinya tanpa sengaja menjadi santapan iblis tidak berperasaan itu. Namun, siapa yang menyangka, keduanya justru membawa pada rahasia yang selama ini tidak pernah dibuka.
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Selena is the 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍. The villain destined to lose her hot-shot boyfriend to the shy, overlooked nerd. Everyone watches in silent awe as he replaces her in the name of love. It was the perfect fairytale ending, just like the movies... But not for long. After her humiliating breakup, Selena finds herself reluctantly paired with another nerd - a quiet, reserved genius named Noel. In her loneliness, she calls him her best friend. What Selena doesn't know, is that Noel has been watching her far longer than she thinks. And the more she attends to him, the more he becomes 𝒐𝒃𝒔𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅. As her care of him gets him noticed, and his research catapults him to international success, the world reaches out for a piece of the soon-to-be billionaire. But Noel only wants one person. Selena. And he will do whatever it takes to ensure she never leaves his side. ─ ⊹ ⊱ ⊰ ⊹ ─ 𝑺𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒀𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝑵𝒆𝒓𝒅 𝒙 𝑷𝒐𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒓 𝑮𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝑾𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝑯𝒊𝒎 𝑩𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑭𝒂𝒎𝒆 & 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒆 𝚃𝚘𝚙 𝚁𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜: #1 𝚘𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 #1 𝚟𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗ess
Blood Between Us
Her mother's sons. Her father's sons. Her half-brothers raised to rule, raised to destroy each other. To them, she isn't just blood-she's possession, weakness, leverage... and the one thing neither side will surrender. As rivalry turns ruthless and loyalty bleeds into obsession, the war isn't just about power anymore. It's about her.
Inked In Forever
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She Was Never Weak
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Alice is a 14 year old, but her mind is a lot more mature than any other 14 year old. Surviving leukemia, losing her mother at a young age, having an abusive step-dad. But what if one day everything changes. One day after her step-dad died. She hears she has brothers. 8 of them. Both sides are keeping secret from each other. What is Alice going to find? How will her brothers react to her past? Come find out in my first book.
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Beneath Her Scars
"My 17-year-old but has seen better and worse days. It has been through ups and downs, through flat and flatter. But regardless of all the shit it had to endure, it still honours the earth by its presence." "That's an awful intro. Although it's not far from the truth." °°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°° Noel Avalon Malcom. A teenager who had to grow up too fast. Abandoned by her family for a false accusation and left to fend for herself. What happens, when she ends up at the police station and has no choice but to call her father? And when she is forced to live there with her brothers and sister? She has her own demons and secrets, but even the family, which seems so perfect on the outside has its demons. Will Noel be able to forgive them for all the wrongdoings against her? Will the truth come out? And will they stand against their demons, or get defeated by them?

KENDRICK: Blood Behind The Smile

'De Luca' Siapa yang tidak mengenal marga bangsawan keturunan Italia ini? Sebuah marga yang mampu membuat seseorang tidak berkutik hanya dengan mendengarnya saja. Tidak ada yang berani melawan keluarga dari marga De Luca. Mencari masalah dengan mereka, sama saja menggali lubang kematiannya sendiri. Keluarga yang berisi bibit-bibit unggul dan paling berbahaya. Keturunan mereka yang dilatih se demikian rupa untuk menjaga pertahanan diri, kejam dan tidak kenal dengan rasa takut. Salah satunya adalah, Kendrick Lorenzo De Luca, yang kini masih menduduki bangku kelas akhir. Laki-laki yang kerap kali dijuluki iblis kematian karena terkenal dengan sifatnya yang tidak berperasaan dan kasar. Namun, tidak bisa dimungkiri bahwa parasnya yang rupawan bak seorang pangeran, membuatnya diidolakan banyak orang. Pemimpin dari kelompok geng motor dan Mafia yang begitu ditakuti. Tidak ada yang berani berurusan dengannya, sampai akhirnya seorang gadis cantik pindahan dari Korea melemparkan dirinya tanpa sengaja menjadi santapan iblis tidak berperasaan itu. Namun, siapa yang menyangka, keduanya justru membawa pada rahasia yang selama ini tidak pernah dibuka.

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