Is This Online Love real

Sometimes I think and question my love for you like do you love me the way I love you and are you lying. I sometimes think and ask myself do you feel the same way I feel towards you or is it karma for biting me in the ass for what I did to my other relationships and you just fucking up my feelings sending me mixed emotions. Sometimes I say to myself that long distance relationships don't work out all the time because you are always worried about if they are cheating or playing with your feelings.