Once upon a Star, a long time ago

Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x Reader

A loyal fan of the series of Star Wars you have the opportunity to live your dream of being a Jedi. We start episode 7 but differently. You are there in the background hiding knowledge and experience. You had the power to be a Jedi or be the one that will have their favorite characters killed for their own desires of being cared for.
Will losing people make you lose your morality? Will you still see the light even after so much pain? Will love make you see that the light was always stronger you just needed someone to be there for you closer then family could ever reach your heart.
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Warning: there are mentions of mental health problems, depression, and anxiety.
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This will loosely follow the events of the new part I grew to hate once the magic and illusion faded, now that I see what Disney did to my favorite franchise. Force Awakens had a good start and promising potential, but what they did to Lucas, the creator, and threw his ideas away was just frustrating, especially when they didn't listen to him. Then did their own sh,t and the blamed him technically saying they had to come up with everything when he had everything laid out for them. I hate Disney and I hate they did this to my favorite movies.

Sorry, I've been away for a long time. I've been having a lot of personal problems, and I don't really know who even reads my stuff anymore, but I am trying to get back into writing after everything that's happened. I hope I can continue writing. Thank you for reading.

My inspiration was @TheMoodyPossum, whom I recently read about in their Star Wars story. "Star Wars: Episode Huh?" This got me to write about Star Wars finally after a lot of thoughts on how I should go about it.