My Gay Ex-Boyfriend

I accept all the pain, all those shits words that bullied me for long time those fucking slaps just to fight my love for him just to change him from gay into a real man, I do everything for him just to show him how much I love him how willing I'am to do everything for him even thou hes a bisexual, Everytime I heard news about him it hurts m a lot, everytime I saw him the way that he used to do before he meet me that pathetic,mean,flirt, gay that I used to love but all those sacrifices I did went into nothing, Nothing that makes me weak, Nothing that kills me everytime I saw him.