HEAVENLY

"This book is like no other. It's sooooo attention grabbing and OH MY GOD you'll absolutely looooove it." I hate summaries like that, I hate when people hype their shit up to this outstanding level and think people are stupid enough to read it. Heavenly isn't a book that I'm gonna shove down your throat, I'm not gonna pay twenty fucking pharmaceutical agencies to do the '9/10 doctors recommend' while they shoot the tenth Doctor in the head behind set. Heavenly is the best way I could describe life, the senseless walking, the destination that you've gotten to so many times before, thinking it'll be just like any other. Heavenly was my life for roughly a year in writing, I of course always wanted to write something, anything. But whenever I did it always landed as copy catted, or cliche, or some slop I wrote up thinking I was some king of writing.
Heavenly, or HEAVENLY. Or whatever you want to say. Heavenly was the way I represented my life in time of its construction, the destination, the people, the highs of the past and the shit that is now. I wanted to write something impactful, something that starts off dumby but if you see it through enough it becomes something completely different. But it's not one of those stupid stories where 'oh I'm a traumatic motherfucker who made every single character with a traumatic backstory my TRAUMATIC self insert. Trauma Trauma Trauma!'. All these characters are just figments of a larger host that is genuine life, they all see this threat and all correspond differently. It took me years of interacting, and learning, and socializing to realize the one thing about people that is the actual truth.
People are assholes.

Whatever, go read my book now. I won't monologue anymore.