Tremendous Incident [ +18]

"No, please, don't go" He pleaded. For the very first time since I met him, I never saw him plead. Not even once. But does it matter? After everything, should it matter?

I was a fool. Litreally. I believed I could fix him, I almost succeed. Atleast that's what I thought. But it wasn't true, nobody could fix him, he doesn't need fixing. Fixing is for those who aren't born evil, who doesn't thrive on control and definitely not for those who find pleasure in hurting.

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"Why are you doing this? Just stop!" She screamed at my face, thinking it would soften my heart, maybe it will "mean" something. but it won't. I'm too far gone, I don't know what am I doing anymore.

There's a fuzzy logic in my head and she doesn't understand me. She won't, nobody will. It's her fault. It's her goddamm fault. She shouldn't have entered in my life, shouldn't have looked at me with those pretty hazel eyes. She doesn't understand, I'm never letting her go, even if I have to tie her with me. Literally and figuratively.