Solving the puzzle that is her scars
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Dernière publication mer., mai 24, 2017
Layla has lost everything.
Her mom
Her twin...
""NOBODY IS EVER GOING TO WANT A FAILED ANOREXIC LIKE YOU "
"LOSER "
"NOBODY WANTS YOU NOT EVEN DEATH"
"YOU CAN'T EVEN STARVE YOUR SELF RIGHT FATTY" "FAT" "UGLY" "B*T*H"
these are some of the things that Layla Hadly has had drilled into her head since the end of sixth grade when she trusted her best friend with a secret now in the beginning of her sophomore year she seems to have attracted attention from the schools "bad boy" and most of the school when he takes an interest in her will he help her? Will he be able to save her? Will he cause her pain? Will he make her feel again ? Or will he open the gates of hell for her?
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