I'm not ok...
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Last published Tue, May 5, 2026
Izuku midoriya has always been secretive, he likes to hide how he truly feels, bottle up his emotions and puts on a fake smile to not affect or burden the people around him. The truth is he carries heart aching secrets he can never tell anyone for they might judge him for being week and pathetic. What will happen when his walls begin to break down, when his bottle begins to overflow, When he cant hide those secrets anymore? What will everyone think of him? What will bakugou think of him?
TW⚠️
Bullying
Sexual assault
Rape
Self harm
Underage drinking and smoking
Suicidal thoughts
Suicidal attempt
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