Enjoy me

My name is Dora and this is my first year at Uni. I have always loved mathematics and that is why i chose to be a math teacher. I have never been much of an outgoing person, liked to keep distance from other people but had my fair share of friends. My first semester was horrible, couldn't understand a thing, but at the end I could not decide whether to stay or change my subject... Or maybe change the professor? Should I keep going or know my limits? What if I can't say no to the temptation?
"He was looking at me for some moment, deeply scanning my face, and started leaning on the desk next to my right side, and turning me towards him entirely. I started gripping the side of the desk as now my back was touching it. With his other hand he
tucked my hair behind my ear while I was shaking like a jelly. Because of fear or desire I couldn't tell but it felt really wrong anyway."