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Wither

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Parts 9
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Reads 229
Votes 30
Parts 9
Time 49m

"Tell freedom I said hello." 
― Lauren DeStefano, Wither

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." 
― Jim MorrisonAll Rights Reserved

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The Monster Amongst Us by urfunsizemami

When you're little you're surrounded by people that you're supposed to trust and feel safe with. The people God gave you are supposed to protect and nourish you, they're supposed to encourage positive growth, teach you right from wrong. So where along the lines, does an urge so sinister come into the mix? How are you taught to handle dealing with these types of situations, that most people don't have to face in their lifetime? How can anyone then stand by, defending these acts created against an innocent child? Feeling ostracized by every family member or person they have ever had to tell their truth to, some just to defend the monster? How can you then justify this? Love is love right? No matter the cost, right? How about falling in love with someone so manipulative, so deceitful, so evil and cruel, a cold hard liar. Claiming they are a child of God yet disguised as the Devil himself wreaking havoc, trauma and so much hurt and pain on innocent beings? It's time to face the judgement that lies ahead of all the evil they've committed. Here we dive into..... The Monsters Amongst Us.

I Love You, Unfortunately. by EidensGrden

READ THE PINNED CONVERSATION ON MY ACCOUNT BEFORE READING!! I still love you, unfortunately for me. The only way for me to get fed up with it is by you hurting me and pushing me away, just one last time like you did on that morning of January 20th. When you said you didn't want me anymore and I had to cry about it in the arms of my mother who didn't care about me at all. And maybe by then, I'll finally get the message why The Moon and The Stars are never close to each other. "You don't see stars here, they're just city lights I think back to where you live and how you can see the entire sky It's occasional, sometimes I'll see the moon And I'll think of you." - We Hug Now by Sydney Rose

Embrace The Payne by AThousandYears

In a few days we'll all be dead. In a few hours we'll all hate each other. In a few minutes, there will be nothing left of us but the secrets that destroyed us. And in a few seconds, we'll all wake up from this nightmare. The thing is, the nightmare is called life. Can you handle mine? {Cover by; BlueElmo} Cover by; @BlueElmo

Moments (A Candrea Story) *Completed* by gabbiebieber99

"Put your hand over your heart. Do you feel that? It's a ticking clock. It's counting down the seconds. One day, someone's going to want to spend the rest of their life counting down those moments with you. They're going to love everything about you, even the things you don't. Maybe you don't love everything about yourself, maybe you won't tomorrow, maybe you never will. But that's okay, because so many people already do. You'll look back and think of your life now as the past, knowing there was hope for you all along. Someone will change your life. Someone will love you unconditionally. And you may not know it, but someone already does." Who knew, all thanks to my aunt, I'd find my "someone"?

I Think I'm Pregnant!!! by Khappy1220

"GOD DAMN IT ENGFA!!!" Charlotte screamed as she threw the test at her. No she couldn't believe it. This was impossible, how could she be pregnant with Engfa's baby? "Look Char, just calm down a bit okay it's bad for the baby." Engfa tried to reason, but that only made Charlotte even more angrier. And before Engfa knew it, she was knocked off the bed and onto the floor as Charlotte stormed out in anger. "I'm going to kill you Engfa Waraha." And Charlotte meant every word she had just said, if it was up to her she would have strangled Engfa herself...

What We Shouldn't Have Done || ENGLOT by sapphicreverie

One drunken night, Engfa and Charlotte, who were never close but shared hidden chemistry, get intimate. They try to forget it - but that night awakens something too real to bury. Guilt, tension, denial, and growing emotions unravel everything they thought they knew about each other... and themselves.

Nothing But You | Englot | G!P by overlapping_cabello

Engfa Waraha never believed in fate - until it threw her straight into the path of Charlotte Austin, the one person she couldn't stand. To Engfa, Charlotte was nothing but a spoiled, entitled brat - the type of girl who had always looked down on her, believing the world owed her everything. And to Charlotte, Engfa was the player who never took anything seriously, always playing the system. But fate, relentless and unforgiving, had other plans. One moment - one touch - and everything changed. What began as a fierce rivalry between two girls who couldn't have been more different slowly evolved into something more complicated, more dangerous. A storm of hate, desire, and undeniable connection - woven together by a force neither could comprehend. Then, without warning, Charlotte vanished. No explanations, no goodbyes. Engfa never understood why Charlotte left - and maybe that was the worst part. It wasn't just the absence; it was that she disappeared when they'd finally begun to understand each other. Years passed. The questions never left. The rage dulled. The emptiness remained. Just as Engfa thought she'd finally moved on, fate dragged her back to Charlotte - in a sleek office, in one unforgettable moment. What if fate had never let go, forcing them to confront what they could never forget? What if facing the truth could unite them in ways they couldn't predict? The space between past and present is filled with unanswered questions: Charlotte's disappearance, and the unbreakable bond that continues to shape their lives. ***** ⚠️‼️ This story contains: - Intersex themes (G!P) - Mature/explicit content - Angst If this isn't your cup of tea, feel free to skip it. Consider yourself warned 👀 This story will not be translated or converted into any other story. I never gave permission for that. This is purely fanfiction, but the plot is original: MINE. However, I do not own the characters or the name.

Evolution by andshesmiles

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Unlearned Heartbeats by NMBSP0018

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Love Me Twice by itselfsafa

Engfa Waraha was quiet, shy, and overlooked in high school-her heart stolen by the one person she trusted most. Charlotte Austin, radiant and admired by everyone, rejected her without realizing the damage she caused. Years later, fate pulls them back together. Engfa has transformed into a breathtaking, confident woman, while Charlotte remains the picture of elegance and charm-successful, captivating, and still haunted by the choices of the past. When their worlds collide again, every glance, every whispered rumor, and every small interaction sparks a mix of jealousy, curiosity, and unspoken desire. They have built walls around their hearts, but some connections refuse to stay buried. "Still the same Charlotte," Engfa whispered, scanning the elegant woman across the room. "And you... look different. Too different," Charlotte said, her voice calm but her eyes betraying something deeper. In a world of wealth, status, and high-stakes lives, can two women broken by the past navigate the pull of fate-or will the ghosts of their old mistakes keep them apart? A mature, suspenseful slow-burn romance filled with heartbreak, secrets, and the intoxicating tension of two hearts entangled by destiny.

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The Monster Amongst Us

When you're little you're surrounded by people that you're supposed to trust and feel safe with. The people God gave you are supposed to protect and nourish you, they're supposed to encourage positive growth, teach you right from wrong. So where along the lines, does an urge so sinister come into the mix? How are you taught to handle dealing with these types of situations, that most people don't have to face in their lifetime? How can anyone then stand by, defending these acts created against an innocent child? Feeling ostracized by every family member or person they have ever had to tell their truth to, some just to defend the monster? How can you then justify this? Love is love right? No matter the cost, right? How about falling in love with someone so manipulative, so deceitful, so evil and cruel, a cold hard liar. Claiming they are a child of God yet disguised as the Devil himself wreaking havoc, trauma and so much hurt and pain on innocent beings? It's time to face the judgement that lies ahead of all the evil they've committed. Here we dive into..... The Monsters Amongst Us.