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Jane has the perfect life-or at least that's what it looks like from the outside. NYU. New York City. A perfect best friend. A perfect boyfriend.

But are relationships always as healthy as they seem? And what happens when the worst kind of control is the kind no one else can see?

During endless train rides between New York and Boston, Jane starts questioning everything she thought she wanted. One decision changes her life completely-and soon, one decision turns into many.

Jane has always been good at reading people. Too good, maybe. She knows how to protect herself, how to avoid letting anyone get close enough to break her heart. But healing yourself is never that simple. Because when you're trying so hard not to get hurt, how do you know you're not hurting people too?

And then there's the past.

What happens when someone who once knew you better than anyone suddenly reappears? Someone who remembers every version of you-maybe even the ones you tried to leave behind?

Between New York, Boston, Orlando, and Miami, Jane finds herself caught between freedom, desire, and the fear of losing control of her own life. Because sometimes the hardest question isn't who you love.

It's who has the power to ruin you.