Just Don't Look Away
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Gawin is just a university student trying to survive-balancing his studies, friends, and a part-time job at a club bar. While hiding the crushing weight of his father's debts and mothers absence. His life is a careful balance of keeping his head down and dreaming of something better for himself.
Joss has just returned to Thailand after almost four years away, trying to navigate the demands of his new home life: his sick mother, a chaotic little brother, and his ties to the underworld as a top mafia boss. He soon begins to feel the pressures of fitting back into a world that's changed while he's been away.
When their paths collide, it's more than chance. Drawn together by circumstance and something neither fully understands, Gawin and Joss find themselves pulled into each other's lives-danger lurking in every shadow, mafia ties testing their limits, and old wounds threatening to open and swallow them whole. Will they survive together or be torn apart by their past. This story promises nothing and gives everything. "Happy endings are for fairy tale's, and this is certainly no fairytale."~ Gawin.
Tags:
BL (Boys' Love) Romance
Mafia Slow Burn
College/University Life Angst
Mafia Romance Mature Content
Smut Violence
Abuse (Emotional / Physical)
Disclaimer:
This is a work of fan-fiction and is purely for entertainment purposes. It is not intended to represent or defame any real person, actor, or individual. All characters, and events used are fictional. No hate is intended toward anyone. All images, or clips used do not belong to me.
~Hey everyone, this is my first Fanfic in a long time. I have written a lot for myself but have never really had much courage to post them. I did at one point have a couple out but after a while I got really self-conscious and took them all down. But after getting back to reading them on a regular basis now, I thought I'd give it another try. So I hope you guys like and enjoy it.~
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