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Bruised Love [Alois x Reader]

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alois bb blackbutler ciel claude depression glasscaseofemotion kuroshitsuji love pain reader sebastian starvation triggerwarning

You finally felt like a cup full of emotions tipped, spilling everywhere. "I won't marry any of you tossers!" You screamed in full rage, not caring what they thought of you.
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It had been three months since your fiance broke off the engagement. You fell in a terrible black abyss called, depression. You stayed cooped up in your room and never saw your family anymore. You were greeted with a surprise visit by two young earls. This 'visit' had shaken up your emotions and changed everything.
 As if you'd actually marry them. You promised yourself that you wouldn't marry and constantly told yourself that love didn't exist. 
It was simply a chemical in your brain that made humans want to reproduce.It was an obsession you had with a person but then again, all obsessions change at some point. Where do you think 'falling out of love' comes from?
But then again, what happens when a certain blonde shows you an entirely different side to things? Almost as if it was your own wonderland. A world you've never seen before.

Suicide, depression, and starvation warning.
I swear, the actual book is far better. Please read it.
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing but the plot!

UPDATE: Have fun reading this dumpster fire that I wrote in 7th grade and have kept revising. I've officially given up on it. I've changed it so many times that it's just not the same energy and I don't want to ruin the integrity of what's there no matter how terribly written it is. Anyways, I'm sorry for the state of it but please enjoy if you're able to. 2/7/2019All Rights Reserved

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