AU: Louis was depressed. He was suicidal, he never smiled but when he did it was either fake or It didn't last long. At school he would be bullied for being gay and his parents didn't want him they kept secrets from him. Constantly call him names making it harder for Louis to live. But all Louis wanted was to die. No one cared for him, no one liked him so why should he still live? That is, until a certain curly haired boy came along named Harry. Will Harry be able to save Louis in time? Find out! (WARNING: THIS BOOK CONTAINS CUTTING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ABUSE ETC! PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU THINK YOU WILL BE TRIGGERED!! THANKS)