An angst popbot story

The title would be "im sorry for doing things ive never done bot.". If it wouldn't be hard to find this story or one shot idk anymore.

Warnings:
Suicidal thoughts
suicide attempts(or just suicide)
Self harm
Gore? (A bit)
Blood. (A LOT)
Angst

Also btw I'm a very new fan and was a fan when ii2 finale came out so if I accidentally misgender some objects PLEASE TELL ME NICELY AND NOT DOX ME!

if you don't like popbot and fantube its ok just read a different story.

Remember you are not alone,it's ok to feel this way.you aren't a burden. People care about you. Their lives won't be the same if you aren't there. It's ok to feel sad. You can tell someone. It won't destroy them.