This is a book about what lingers.
Not the moment something happened, but what stayed afterward-
in the body,
in the mind,
in the quiet ways a person learns to move through the world.
These poems live in the aftermath:
after the bell, after the storm, after childhood ends but the damage doesn't.
They explore weight, shame, survival, memory, and the strange comfort of familiar pain, written not as confession but as condition.
This is not a story of healing neatly, or forgiving easily.
It is about understanding without absolution,
about learning how to live under pressure,
about finding brief light in dark places and knowing it will flicker.
This book is for anyone who grew up alert,
who learned to wait,
who survived something that didn't leave marks
but never really left.
(Currently writing as you read)
This is a collection of poems born from silence, survival, and identity.
Written by someone who was told to hide, and chose instead to speak.
Every poem is a quiet war. Every line, a piece of light.
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'And Strangle them with a rainbow shirt,
Because Little broken boys just don't seem to hurt.'
- From 'Too young'
'You're a man now, not little anymore,
Still so little, Evermore...'
- From 'My Favourite little Man'
'Would I too break my toys, if I did belong?'
- From 'Mirror World'
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⚠️BEWARE⚠️- There's too much going on in my poems ;)
If you don't relate to my poems,
I feel sad for you.
If you do relate to my poems,
I feel sadder for you.
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1st Runner-Up In 'The Fathomless Verse Awards' 🏆
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Remarkable Rankings!
#6 in poems out of 222k books on 10/31/25
#4 in Poesia out of 16k books on 11/11/25
#20 in short out of 160k books on 11/11/25
#7 in inspiration out of 30k books on 11/11/25
#2 in Poesia out of 16k books on 11/13/25
#13 in short out of 160k books on 11/13/25
#1 in Personal out of 28k books on 11/15/25
#2 in Poems out of 222k books on 1/14/25
#1 in Poesia out of 16k books on 12/16/25