Guns and Mafias

"How can I trust you when you can't even trust me? It's like a Mafia holding a gun, you don't let your guard down because you don't know when they're going to shoot" I said tears streaming down my face. Even though that's what came out of my mouth, my mind thought differently. Even if he could tear me down with a single word, I would set the broken pieces of my heart into his hand.