Gamzee x reader

this is a story of you, a human girl who has been friends with Gamzee for a long time, you developed a huge crush on his over the years and you can't tell him.....the reason why, you live with him in his hive since your parents died in a car accident. Gamzee also has feelings for you as well but is too scared you'll reject him and things would just be awkward between you two. You have a lot of great memories with Gamzee and always have fun when he's around.....except for when he's sober, other than that he's the funniest person you've ever met.