Lost's diary

This is not a story. This is a diary I will hold to share my feelings and experiences, especially those of my past. I'm writing it publicly because knowing someone might see it feels a lot more like venting, writing to myself never works, as it feels like internal monologues. I'm hoping this can also help others relate and understand their own situation, making them feel seen and, possibly, avoid the mistakes I made. The comment section is free for anyone to vent, if needed, and share their experiences as well. I will only ask minors, trolls/bullies and people in crisis situations not to comment.

If you are in a crisis situation, don't leave your thoughts in a comment section. Talk to someone who can actually do something for you. There is help available, and you deserve better than a measly "don't do it" from a stranger. You deserve safety. Internet is not safety, even if it's comfortable.
https://www.iasp.info/crisis-centres-helplines/