if ever
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Last published Fri, Jun 26, 2026
This is a sequel to the book 'If Only.'
It's nearly two years later, and Shawn lives permanently on the road. Freelance writing isn't what it's cracked up to be, and Billie is with someone new. Everything is broken, and Shawn feels inadequate after excelling in college, after living life with the perfect girl and losing her to someone else.
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