surrender to me always | saintshin | high school frenemy

shin blames it all on saint-the way his mind is consumed by him. of rough hands and easy smiles, of heat and weight and the way saint touched him like shin was his.

oh, shin would do anything for that to be true, for that to be real. yet, no matter how bad he wanted it, no matter how much he needed it, saint would never see him that way.

saint would never want him, right?

because saint was always there to remind shin, over and over again, what he was.

pheun rak.

best friend.

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or, shin's emotions swell until they're drowning in them and one day in the rain, where they've always been alone, saint gives him what he wanted all along.