Control The Pleasure +18

Sex scenes WLW/bad words/you're such a good girl for reading this

I wrote down some ideas I had for this. How to get you to reading it, but I failed. I thought to myself as I read the things I wrote. It's fucking boring, I would not read this shit.

So I explain it to u easier:

Yes, it's ENEMIES TO LOVERS, they fuck, and fuck.

It has a lot of sex scenes, if you're a bad girl like me then give this a chance. I'm not gonna beg you.

Xoxo

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I can give you more if you want:

What This Book Is Really About!

Many people will only see the sex.

That's okay.

This book isn't about sex. It's about shame, instability, desire, and learning to understand yourself.

Valerie believes that being desired means being loved. She grew up thinking that intimacy is something you earn through sex, so when she longs for love, safety, or acceptance, her mind translates those feelings into desire. Sex becomes the only language she thinks she knows.

Darya isn't the destination. She's the mirror that forces Valerie to face herself.

I wrote this for anyone who has ever felt ashamed of their thoughts, guilty after touching themselves, or convinced they were somehow "too much." You're not disgusting. You're not broken. Your thoughts don't define your worth.

Every repeated word, color, silence, and lingering look has a purpose. Nothing is there just because it looks good.

This isn't a story about finding the right person.

It's about finding yourself.

So when you read this book, don't only read the sex.

Read the loneliness beneath it, the shame behind it, and the hope that maybe, one day, Valerie will learn that she is more than the things she desires.