My first love saved and then broke me

I watched with cloudy eyes as I watch him kiss her with just as much love and passion that he kissed me with yesterday.
Why
Why
Why
"Wh-Why" that was the only word that was escaped my mouth.
I watched them break apart from the kiss and stare into each others eyes.
He said "he loved me"...
but he lied
Was everything a lie...
his touch,
his smile,
his laugh,
his kiss,
Three words made me what I am today and three words are going to break me
Because Jessica"I hate you"
And that's when the tears began pouring from my eyes.