Life Beneath The World
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Last published Thu, Jul 30, 2015
Do you ever get that feeling that you're on top of the world, and then all at once, everything crashes down around you and you fall deep, deep down? And everyone around you starts to ignore you, and suddenly you find yourself alone, alone with only maybe your dog as a friend. Because that happened to me, a couple of months ago. And I'm actually okay now. But at the time it seemed as if nothing would ever go right again. I wanted to write it all down, and I did, I kept a diary. But my diary doesn't really explain properly. I want to put it into stronger words, words that actually mean something. That's why I'm writing this. Think of it as a novel, because that's what it is, in a way. My story as a novel.
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