I'm broken, lost, and slowly dying. I have anxiety, mostly social anxiety, which has made me almost mute, I cut, I starve myself, I have insomnia and hypersomnia. How I have both is simple, one week i may only get five hours sleep, the next up to one hundred and fifty hours. And like a bow to top it off, I suffer from major depression.
My moms job is making us move cross country, Texas to Ohio. In my new school I'm immediately labelled the emo outcast. In science I meet Andrew 'Andy' Biersack, who has more in common with me then id ever guess.
"Alexandria, why won't you talk to me?!" Andy shouted running to catch up with me in the crowded hallway. "I push people out, its what I do, its who I am." I mutter once I know he's close enough to hear me.
Emberly is tormented by demons from her past.
After a suicide attempt lands her in the psych ward, she struggles to find herself again. Things start to change when a new doctor takes over her care. He teaches her how to find peace with her past and love again.
Things don't stay peaceful for long, though, and soon Emberly finds herself fighting old demons again. Will Dr. Biersack be able to save her before it's too late?
Will she save him in the process?
Or will her demons win in the end?
Andy Biersack fanfic.
TRIGGER WARNING -self harm, suicide, sexual assault, abuse.