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Masochist
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cherrinnovels
Complete, First published Feb 01
Mature
comingofagecontemporaryfictionindenitymentalhealthobsessionpsychologicaltrauma
Masochist is fragmented, confessional novel about obsession, comparison, and the damage that can be caused once fixation becomes law. 

June grows up invisible; in her home, at school and eventually within her own body. When a friendship falls, what's left behind is not absence, but fascination. June begins a journey of measuring herself against a girl who seems effortlessly talented, and admired. What had started as grief slowly mutates into imitation, control and self-erasure; as June's world is narrowed into numbers, routines, documentation, and proof.

Written in a poetic, nonlinear voice, Masochist examines emotional neglect, parasocial relationships, and the quiet ways young people learn to erase themselves. 

TW/CW: abuse & neglect, bullying/cyberbullying, ED behaviors (non-graphic), body image, medical trauma, adult boundary violations, mental health struggles, SI (referenced). 

This story does NOT promote or encourage anything described or referenced. Reader discretion advised.
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