"Love your self Atsushi"

"I I'm going to need you love your self in the future I know I won't be there I know if found out that I left you because I couldn't love myself and you I can take care of you? I fucking hate your " dad " I never wanted kids I never want to marry a man I never wanted this life I wanted to be with 𝑯𝒆𝒓, not with him, but where could have lived? " "I-I'm sorry, Atsushi. I have to let go send you off. I hope they can be loving orphanage and you have many friends and maybe one day be chosen. I don't fucking know, j-just learn how to love yourself, fuck don't be like me, don't blame yourself. You will be loved and I hope I can see you one day" The tiny child in her arms looks at her in curiosity and put his little finger she took it and cried "Fuck man why do you have to have his eyes color? it's ugly on him but so cute on you " the women puts the baby down and took something out. She took a piece of paper and wrote "May this child be safe and have good karma and who ever treats this child wrong may perish in shame slowly. The tiger in him; protect him in any way " she kissed the paper then boy tiny head and whisper to him "𝘁𝗶𝗴𝗲𝗿, 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗿 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝟭𝟭. 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗺 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗼𝗻 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗲" once women said that the paper disappeared she gave the boy one last kiss and left with no worries but with pitty .