What if I gave up?
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Last published Sat, Apr 23, 2016
||TRIGGER WARNING!!!||
Please don't read of you are easily triggered. This book includes severe cutting, self harm, eating disorders, and depression.
||WARNING!!!!||
This book contains some sex scenes randomly throughout it.
I warned you so read at you own risk :3
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Jade is just another random girl living in this world. She looks normal but deep inside she isn't... She's hurt... She's depressed, she cuts herself. she has no support in life.
But little does Jade know is that her life is gonna go through a big twist. After she meets a mysterious guy named Johnnie guilbert, will he be her salvation in life or will he just make her life more stressful and depressing?....
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