Beautiful Wreckage
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Última publicación mié, jun 3, 2015
People get worried when you're always distressed.
This story is something I've been writing bits and pieces of for months, along with others but have only just felt like I should post after ready something about a trans* person. Having personal experience, considering I'm a trans* person, I decided should write about it. It's about something I fear having to one day go through, but I romanticized it because I can. This story is focused on Alan Ashby and his experience with having to leave home due to his mother worrying about his mental and physical, I guess, health. First two chapters will be short and sweet, but the rest will hopefully be of decent size.
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