Finding True Love!!

it's hard to see the boy of your dreams like someone else. It's even harder to see the boy of your dreams to like your best friend. It really hurts deep down. You just feel like giving up in him. But you know you can't. You don't want to seem selfish but, it kills you when you see them together. Well this is what is happening to me. I don't wanna seem jealous or selfish when I try to talk about it, so I'm gonna write in my diary instead.