Ryder's Confusion, Desperation, Depression.
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THIS BOOK WAS TAKEN DOWN AND IS NOW BEING RE-WRITTEN This is the story of a girl named Ryder Aline Rier, she's depressed, confused and desprate. She's. depressed because her parents fight daily over the stupidest things, yell at her to pick a side. But if she even thinks about picking a side the other beats her down. No, not with fists but with words she promised she wouldn't let get to her the way they do. Confused as to why everyone says God hates her, Confused because she knows you don't choose to be one way or the other but everyone says "Yes, you do choose to be like that." She's Desprate to find out why she stays with people who hurt her, over and over again.....But what will happen when she meets Jason Hal? A man who's life makes hers look like sunshine and rainbows. Will she finally snap and pull away from the world? or will she pull herself together with the help of some new found friends......
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