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"I am the protagonist of a story I haven't finished writing."

This is not a memoir. It is not a fiction. It is a live-broadcast of a girl who spent five years as a footnote in someone else's life and decided to become the entire book.
Starting from the 'shabby' shadows of Class 7th to the sterile, high-pressure fifth floor of a library in Srinagar, this is my reality-raw, unedited, and happening right now. I am the girl who transformed her face, her body, and her status, only to realize that the heart doesn't always follow the 10x speed of a career.
There is no glorification here. There is only the ink of my daily war: the 'ajeeb' mixed signals from a boy I used to worship, the grumpiness of a home that feels like a cage, and the lyrics of a song that keep me from losing control.
This is the story of my life. I will update it as I live it. Every chapter is a real day; every heartbeat is a real line. Welcome to the construction of a Titan.