Thantophobia- "The fear of losing someone you love." But, I don't have anyone to love. I have myself. So why on earth would I care who I lose. That was... Until I met him. Him, being a shy blonde, who hated going to the bloody gym just as much as I did. Him, being the blue eyed boy that turns up at my house every Sunday with chocolates and tea bags? Him, being the one who slowly melted my cold heart? Him, who's lay in a hospital bed? So, do I now have Thantophobia? Because faced with now losing the only one I love... I do. And I can't take it.