Don't take my Gabe away.

<p>Gabriel looked in the mirror at himself and thought Why did I put Sam through that? He slammed his fist into the mirror, he felt the sting and saw the blood running down his fist into the sink. He relished in the pain and the sight of his own blood. For the fist time since mystery spot he smiled. </p>

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<p>----a few months later------</p>

<p>Gabriel somehow ended up working with the Winchesters and his baby brother castiel. Every night he would take anything that could cut his skin. Knives, pieces of glass found in motel rooms broken bottles that he finished off each night. Castiel was the first one to notice this issue Gabriel has. "Gabe please tell me why your doing this to yourself?" Castiel would ask almost any chance he could get him away from the brothers. Gabriel would just grumble that he was fine and just leave. Those where the nights he drank his sorrow away and carved his arms into masterpieces. </p>

<p>Dean noticed next, he sat Gabriel down and told him he n