Bittersweet

You're one of many koi fish swimming in a large fountain in the garden of a rich French lady who comes out every tea time to tell you about her troubles of her husband having an affair. Her son feeds you bread crumbs as he tells you about the boy he loves at his academy, but no one can know. The gardener tells you how much he loves the rich French lady while you fight your fellow fish friends over a dead fly in the water. It's night now and you rest under a lily pad as the moon looks down at you. You want to hold the middle finger up at the moon, but you're a fish so you can't.