The chocolate to my vanilla

SO BEFORE ANYTHING! English is not my first language and I am not a writer, this is just a story I wrote because I enjoy writing and I like to bring subjects up that I have struggled with. I STILL HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!

This is a story, deep and brutal like life sometimes can be. You never know what can happen next cause you are living it. You are not the one pulling the strings. Life is unpredictable. So is the life that these boys who meet by accident live. Sometimes the only thing that can save and scare you is love. In this story love saved, scared and the saved again.

When you fall in love, everything around you disappears. You walk in a fog, only light being them.

When you fall in love, you are scared. Questions running in your head, what if this and what if that.

When you fall in love, everything feels light. You are on a cloud, floating around.

When you fall in love, you cry. The emptiness when they let go of your hand.

When you fall in love, even the thought of living your life without them aches your heart.

When you fall in love, you are gentle. You don't fall in love, you walk to the love.

When you fall in love, you are understanding. They may have hurt you, but you can still apologize.

When you fall in love, you are patient. No matter how long it takes, you are ready to wait.

When you fall in love, you get your spark back.
But when you fall in love, you lose your spark.

"Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong, but tonight you're on my mind."
Lover, You should've Come over - Jeff Buckley

This story is beautiful but cruel and sharp. So, some disclaimers and content warnings in the start. If you are really sensitive to some of these topics, please take care of yourself and skip this one.

Mentions of mental health problems, substances, alcohol abuse, cursing/curse words, sex/sexual scenes, mentions of selfharm, physical abuse, sexual assault and rape.