Locked Up Inside Me

This is it, I thought, I'll finally be reunited with my parents and get out of that hellhole. I took a step closer to the edge, and I jumped. I felt the wind in my face, but then suddenly a hand grabbed my waist, and before I knew it I was on the roof again.
I had everything planned out, and I was waiting for the perfect day. My cousins and Aunt couldn't care less. Hell, I bet they won't even know I'm dead until they see it on the news. I had been living with my Aunt and cousins since my parents died when I was 7. When I was 13 I started planning my reunion with my parents, but I never had the chance until a week ago. It was all perfect until someone grabbed me and put me back on the roof. The problem was, I didn't know who. So thanks to somebody I'm still walking on the face of this Earth, and not with my parents.
Justin Rivers was that guy at school that all the guys ran from and all the girls fought over. He was the star quarterback for our high school's football team, and when he wasn't on the field, he was busy getting into some kind of trouble, that is, until he was forced to be tutored, by me. I had always hated Justin because he was a player who broke girl's hearts weekly, so I promised to never date him, but I don't know how much longer I can keep that promise.