fixing winnie ☆
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After surviving through a tornado of a relationship, Winnie Phillips swears never to love again. Or to eat. Now diagnosed with anorexia, her parents are concerned and she feels like she's pushing everyone away. This isn't your average love story. Calling it that is an understatement. A story about hate, violence, and self-hatred. But a story of laughs, hope, and self-acceptance. A journey of a girl overcoming the sickness of the mind. And quite possibly, story about love.
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*Please do not imitate or glamorize the behaviors depicted in this story. Disordered eating can lead to fatal injuries, long-term trauma, and death. This is a story depicting a fictional story and trying any of these can actually harm you. Viewers discretion is advised. Just a dude writing a story, please read at your own risk.*
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